Friday, September 30, 2005

About my reference about this girl working part time waitress in a pub, she will stay anonymous and I shall name her Angel.

Came looking for me after my work in Shenton way today and she is still wearing her ITE school uniform! Apparently, she held my hand when we cross the road in the busy Shenton way street. I felt freaking embarrassed to be honest cos I can sensed all eyes were feasting on me. Me, holding hands with a girl in school uniform!

MY GOD!
Feel like jumping on a moving car and kill myself.

Although lying is my part of my surviving tools but during dinner finally I told her my actual age. She said she don't mind.

Huh? What can I do?
Since she wants to continue this “game”, I bravely accept.
So we had our first kiss.

Send her to work in the evening and I went to another pub with my friends. At night, while I was in another pub, she called and asked to me to sleep over her place tonight.

Huh? What can I do?
Since she wants this “game”, I again accept.

Her rented house is poorly furnished and in a mess. Maybe it just me because those friends of mine whom been to my place should know my high standard in term of neat and tidiness. So after settled everything, she went to bathe and I explored her house.

She shouted while she is in bathroom, asking me to sit in the living room and not turn my head because she will be wrapping herself in a towel. (From bathroom to her room)

Huh? What can I do?
I obeyed.

Minutes later, she turned off the light in her bedroom and asking me to join her in bed. I looked at the clock, it was 4:30am.

I went in.
It's was pitch-dark.
Even I can't see my hands when I place infront of me.
Slowly but surely, I saw a figure sitting on her bed with her back facing me.
It was motionless.
Gear grip me suddenly.
I move closer to get a better look.
She was fully naked.

I'm not making this up folks and like I said, “Huh, what I can I do?”

So what did I do? We just slept, I did absolutely nothing.

Sound irrational and absurd, given the reputation that I am a “buaya” and this kind of temptation, I did nothing?

It's true, simply because I don't have a condom with me.

I left her house for work in the morning for work. As for Saturday and Sunday, follow as plan as I mentioned yesterday.
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